Poem- "Trapped"

Can I hide my face
under the covers
and keep the thoughts
from taking over?
I am bewildered and lonely.
I am stuck in a trance that keeps me
from accomplishing anything
that is deemed worthy.
I am forced to reckon with the
disturbing and confusing.

What the hell am I doing
with my life right now?

I am on an endless cycle
of just going through the motions.
It's me just existing. It's not me
really living.
It's exhausting.
I don't know how to change it.
I feel trapped.

-Mahnoosh Mirza

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